My best friend's good friend from back home basically hates me, but she doesn't even know me. We've never met. There is drama because she wants to be the sole maid of honor at my friend's wedding, but she's having two, me and this other girl, because she didn't want to hurt the other girl. I don't give a crap. Other girl does.

I mean, can we not act petty like the average twelve-year-old girl when we're trying to come together for a wedding? Arg.

I did get my dress this afternoon, though. Theme is red and black and some Phantom of the Opera. It's this dress in black (except not plus sized). I'm going to get an inch-and-a-half thick or something red ribbon to tie over the black one (I'll actually probably end up sewing it in the middle of the black one so that it doesn't move around), and I'll be carrying red roses and will have red earrings and shoes and basically yeeaaah. Yay for prom dress stores! I can't wait to wear that thing for real though. It looks good on me. The regular bridesmaids will have this dress and have black roses and black earrings and shoes. I liiiike.



Yeah, 'tis The Suck. Well, actually junior high was for me because I was uhhhh yeeaaah, whereas in high school it was all circumstantial things, but I'm grateful for the things I learned. You learn a lot about other people in those years. Eventually I realized the reason that I was too weird to be spoken to in that youth group was that I was more mature than they were, and I thought about things they didn't, and they didn't like that; now that I'm in college, my mentality is more accepted, though I dread the days after graduation when my friends are all married and have kids and don't care about discussing things that matter anymore. I know they will, and I know that I will not because this is how I've always been. I'm putting off having kids till my late 30's not only because I want to make sure I'm never going to get married before I do and because I want to be more mature before taking on that responsibility (which will be enormous especially considering that I mainly want to adopt older kids out of the foster care system; giving love to an adolescent that has never really known it before takes years), but also because I want to know what it is to be free to do whatever I want as an adult.

Ummm yeah the ending of that had nothing to do with the beginning. Oops.

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Miles to go before I sleep

‎"Love knows not its own depth until the hour of separation."
-Khalil Gibran

I just can't catch a fucking break these days

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"She's like plan C after an 18 pack"

Squanto 7/27/2010

I dislike going back to work after a three day weekend.

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"Sarcasm and cynicism: Just two of the many services I provide."
"Never make someone a priority when you are only an option for them."
"You can't polish a turd."

Rigoletto is just as depressing a movie as I remember it being when I was four. Yeesh.

I'm pretty sure I've watched the premise of it play out in real life since then, too, so that just made it worse. Ewww.

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Miles to go before I sleep

‎"Love knows not its own depth until the hour of separation."
-Khalil Gibran

Shenanigans

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mechaphil

im going to chicagos "wingfest" on the 28th with a couple friends. hell yea.

a local bar is sending a party bus down. for $35 i get a round trip bus ride with beer on board, admission to the Fest and a t-shirt from the bar.

that and im going to montreal on friday which means that im spending thursday night in buffalo.

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Check out my website: http://www.artistzero.com

"That wasn't very nice...I do believe you killed my hat."

Driver of the FIRE LINDY RUFF Bandwagon since 2008.

My brothers wife is in labor...I guess that means I'm gonna be an uncle soon...I'm not sure I'm ready for that responsibility. What are my options here?

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"She's like plan C after an 18 pack"

Squanto 7/27/2010

Lol, absolutely right Rob...no way I'm ever changing a diaper

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"She's like plan C after an 18 pack"

Squanto 7/27/2010

you're not in that boat alone bro. I've been feeling like something divine is messing with me.

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"Tis The Season, Fa la la la la LaFontaine" - Rick Jeanneret

the kid is a positive. someone you get to spoil. that is a definite positive.

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"Tis The Season, Fa la la la la LaFontaine" - Rick Jeanneret

KICK PANTS!

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FIGHTER OF THE NIGHTMAN

"on the ice now for buffalo, looking for the pass, and gets it, afinogenov, couldnt get the shot away, now HE DOES, HE SCORES!!!! HOLY MACKEREL ROLE THE HIGH LIGHT FILM, MAXIM AFINOGENOV, WHAT A MOVE!!!!.... thats not fair... that was unbelievable"
-R.J. and Lorenz

Be an awesome uncle. My uncle Michael is awesome. He's the one that would steal my nose, sit me in the middle of his kitchen floor and have me read college textbooks to his friends when I was three because I could pronounce everything, tickle me mercilessly, and throw me up in the air, accidentally throwing me into the ceiling one time. The other uncles are just OK. Don't be a "just OK" uncle.

You can give the little stinker pep talks about life, too, and you can explain how to live and tell the kid all the important things. Nobody ever did any of those things for me. Was never close enough to my parents or anything. Do that for the tot.

If I become an aunt any time soon, one of my brothers will be receiving a whooping courtesy of me... At least my one brother is still in the awkward puberty stage even though he's been done with puberty for quite a while now. Perhaps he's just awkward. The next youngest one after him is still just fifteen and in the same school I attended, where dating in-school is weird most of the time. I don't think I have anything to worry about for now. Any girls that any of them pick up in the future are going to be interviewed, though.

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Miles to go before I sleep

‎"Love knows not its own depth until the hour of separation."
-Khalil Gibran

I cannot read my notes from psych class.

Ejemplo:


I DON'T UNDERSTAND.

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Miles to go before I sleep

‎"Love knows not its own depth until the hour of separation."
-Khalil Gibran

hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm

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When I was a boy I spoke as a boy, I understood as a boy, and I thought as a boy; when I became a man I took that boy outside and shot him.

hahaha sorry, not you pants, it's from frisky dingo lol

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FIGHTER OF THE NIGHTMAN

"on the ice now for buffalo, looking for the pass, and gets it, afinogenov, couldnt get the shot away, now HE DOES, HE SCORES!!!! HOLY MACKEREL ROLE THE HIGH LIGHT FILM, MAXIM AFINOGENOV, WHAT A MOVE!!!!.... thats not fair... that was unbelievable"
-R.J. and Lorenz

also, derek roy was #1 on the top ten today on espn

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FIGHTER OF THE NIGHTMAN

"on the ice now for buffalo, looking for the pass, and gets it, afinogenov, couldnt get the shot away, now HE DOES, HE SCORES!!!! HOLY MACKEREL ROLE THE HIGH LIGHT FILM, MAXIM AFINOGENOV, WHAT A MOVE!!!!.... thats not fair... that was unbelievable"
-R.J. and Lorenz

SHE DOESNT HAVE A PHONE!

one of my favourite lines is when xander refers to simon as "casper the mumbly fucking ghost"

"i dont know about you guys, but im not gonna sit here...... and let 600 pounds of crab meat go bad!"

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Snoop Dogg is coming to Buffalo!

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"Do not go where the path may lead, go instead where there is no path and leave a trail." - Ralph Waldo Emerson

Hockey Night in Buffalo

I'm an Uncle, Chloe Michelle Jessica Vaccaro 2/2/10 3:44 pm 6 lbs 5 oz.

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"She's like plan C after an 18 pack"

Squanto 7/27/2010

i fucking love the conversations between killface and simon

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FIGHTER OF THE NIGHTMAN

"on the ice now for buffalo, looking for the pass, and gets it, afinogenov, couldnt get the shot away, now HE DOES, HE SCORES!!!! HOLY MACKEREL ROLE THE HIGH LIGHT FILM, MAXIM AFINOGENOV, WHAT A MOVE!!!!.... thats not fair... that was unbelievable"
-R.J. and Lorenz