Yeah basically last night, I told the one ex of mine that I'm not completely apathetic about that the reason I have been distant with her is because I still have strong feelings towards her and I thought they were unrequited. However she confessed that she still has strong feelings towards me, and would not be opposed to taking another shot at dating.

However she is not currently single and has no intention of breaking off that relationship, which isn't my intention anyways.

So basically...timing fail.

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That sucks Alex.

I wish I was over my ex too, but am not. She figured I would have been by now, but unfortunately I am not.

My dad is right though, she has a high school mindset and I don't, her relationships in high school won't last. Heck, the one she is in now even her best friend said she didn't think it would last and no one really does either. Plus it's always been hard for me to really find someone I like with ease. I tend to like someone until someone else comes into my life. It sure does suck, especially when in my classes there aren't any girls and the ones that are there are not hot at all.

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Because women are stupid and make stupid decisions.

Actually I should amend that. People are stupid and make stupid decisions. So many are completely incapable of making an honest evaluation of themselves, and even more are incapable of being honest to those around them. I blame society, we have weaved an impressive web of lies that are essential to every day life.

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Just finished a 23 page paper on the ecology of the Southern Appalachian Mountains. My head feels like its gonna splode everywhere

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"Hokey religions and ancient weapons are no match for a good blaster at your side, kid." ~ Han Solo


We truly are not worthy of Miller!

That's it?

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Proud LGBTQQ Individual

Ouch, dude. We kind of have opposite situations with very similar feelings involved. I'm trying to get as much out of the friendship as possible before it ends.

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Miles to go before I sleep

‎"Love knows not its own depth until the hour of separation."
-Khalil Gibran

Yeah, pretty much. It's not entirely dissimilar than the situation I was in when she was dating her last boyfriend. It's a pretty vicious cycle of watching her relationships crumble because the guys treat her shitty or she doesn't mesh well with them, and me not wanting to be creepy and skeeve on her when she's single. You'd think I'd learn.

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I just want to find a new girl to fall over and repeat the same cycles over again, haha.

But this time, she will definitely be older, and a bit more mature.

I would not mind a senior in high school, I seriously thought and always said the class of 2011 had probably the hottest girls in the entire school, and to me, that was sure true.

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Sunday - Monday - Tuesday no Buffalo Sabres game --> it's terrible

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HOCKEY IS BACK!

My love life is going pretty well for once. What a contrast with the rest of yous guys.

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Yes

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"Hokey religions and ancient weapons are no match for a good blaster at your side, kid." ~ Han Solo


We truly are not worthy of Miller!

I like being in the ghetto computer lab on campus. It's small and all the IT majors basically have stations in here. They leave their Macbooks and various textbooks strewn about whenever they go off to do not-homework. Homey. Plus I am good friends with a few IT majors, and usually at least one of them is in here to chat with whilst doing homework.

Also, I like that one can just leave a Macbook sitting around with no fear of its being stolen.

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Miles to go before I sleep

‎"Love knows not its own depth until the hour of separation."
-Khalil Gibran

Boss is in town.
She's trying to suck up to me by taking everyone out for "Oktoberfest" tomorrow (despite the fact that Oktoberfest ended 2 weeks ago).

I'd rather watch a Sabres game and drink at home so it looks like my wine drinking co-workers can sit around for a couple hours and discus why I hate them.

This pleases my cold heart.

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Hold my beer and watch this...

Damn... I see stuff get stolen around my campus all the time.

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"Do not go where the path may lead, go instead where there is no path and leave a trail." - Ralph Waldo Emerson

Hockey Night in Buffalo

I just found out I'm going to Big Bend National Park in Texas for spring break next semester with my biology professor and a few other students from our class. I'm really excited!

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"Hokey religions and ancient weapons are no match for a good blaster at your side, kid." ~ Han Solo


We truly are not worthy of Miller!

Mine would be much better if I was at an actual university and if their were actually attractive girls in my classes.

Plus If I had gone to NC State last year like I had planned, I'm pretty my last relationship would have never happened.

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Bikes get stolen on occasion (mine was freshman year), but those are never taken by students haha. There was a problem with small theft second semester freshman year, but it turned out to be all one student taking advantage of everyone's trust. Haha.

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‎"Love knows not its own depth until the hour of separation."
-Khalil Gibran

Yeah, bikes get stolen but most people lock theirs up... But I see people steal food here all the time. In the Student Union we have these stations full of wrapped sandwiches, yogurt, salads, and other stuff and you're supposed to take it and go up to a register to pay, but I can't tell you how many times I just see kids pick up food and just walk off with it.

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"Do not go where the path may lead, go instead where there is no path and leave a trail." - Ralph Waldo Emerson

Hockey Night in Buffalo

lol My coworkers in summer of 09 would just steal food from Tops every lunch break. We had lunch at 2:00 in the morning because it was night shift, and they'd just buy a drink or something so the employees wouldn't get suspicious. There's NOBODY in there in the middle of the night like that, plus no security cameras... Yeah. You can just walk in and grab stuff.

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Miles to go before I sleep

‎"Love knows not its own depth until the hour of separation."
-Khalil Gibran

I could never steal anything...my conscience would weigh down on me too much to ever go through with it, and then enjoy whatever I stole.

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"Do not go where the path may lead, go instead where there is no path and leave a trail." - Ralph Waldo Emerson

Hockey Night in Buffalo