Phil, that sucks.

I hope you work something out.
Ok, now I have a health issue to vent about, because it's just been pissing me off, and right now I just need somewhere to vent about it. So, as most of you probably know, I have hearing loss which sucks ass. But, whatever, I can deal with it. However, for the past like, 8 months now, my ears have been having so many issues. For a long time I thought that they'd just randomly go bad (which is true to an extent). Basically there would just be pressure and I'd get hardcore tinnitus (which is just really annoying, constant ringing in your ear, for those who don't know). This is extremely frustrating, as when it happens, I can't hear shit. Literally, I might as well be deaf. It's been making school really hard, as it makes going to class pointless when you can't hear anything.
I'd meant to go to the ENT earlier this year, but it's just a lot harder to get to a doctor up here, since I don't have a car, and it was just a pain in the ass to set up. So, even though I really should've just done it, I didn't. And the issues just continued, obviously. The (sorta) good news is that I've figured out a few things that have caused it, two of which being ibuprofin and caffeine. They're both apparently pretty ototoxic (they mess up your ears) and apparently no one in the world bothers to tell you this. I mean, you'd think at the very least my ear doctor would tell me this, since y'know, I'm already deaf. But, no it's apparently info that likes to be kept on the dl. So, yay, it doesn't happen as much since I know how to stop it. However, since I can't take ibuprofin, whenever I have a really bad headache, or am in any pain, I can't do shit about it. Yes, I usually don't like taking drugs, but there are times when I have to. Unfortunately, now I can't. And now I don't know what to do, cause it's kind of impossible to deal with the pain, but at the same time it's impossible to deal with the hearing problems too. Hopefully when I go to the doctor I can sort everything out... but jesus christ. It fucking sucks.