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so ive been sorta seeing this girl since may, off and on, weve both been busy. but whenever she drinks, it ends in a fight with her saying how much i suck. but i never do anything wrong, that i know of. last night, we hang out, everything is great, and then she starts in again how i suck, and i dont show enough emotion (i never show any emotion, just my style) so, getting annoyed, and seeing this is going to go sour, i go to leave. she pleads with me to stay, so i do, and i go back in, and everythings good again, till, again, she just turns away from me, not saying a word. so, seeing shes mad, i leave. i barely get out of her driveway before i get a text saying she never wants to talk to me again, and im a jerk. again, if im an asshole, i at least want to get my monies worth. but i did nothing. so im all. clearly, im not what your looking for, and i hope you find someone who makes you happy. while she texts back that i suck (again) and she can do way better. then she texts me this morning saying shes sorry, but im still an asshole, and she deserves better. which, fair enough.
heres what gets me. i didnt do anything. like, we sat there watching a movie, and she gets mad that i fall asleep. well, yeah, im fucking tired and im laying down getting a shoulder rub. its GOING to happen. it was also 3 am. it happens. this isnt a case of someone being an asshole and not caring, i seriously have NO idea what i did wrong, and in all honesty, i dont think i did anything wrong.
what the FUCK?
needless to say, i think shes fucking batshit crazy.
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