It's partly my fault as well; I've fed it in times past out of simply not knowing what else to do, and not really knowing how to have friends so I just filled the role that they had for me. Now, though, I just need intimacy, really, and to be seen as wholly myself, aaaand it's not happening with this group. They claim to accept and to have no expectations, but their behavior certainly says otherwise. It's been this way with everyone my entire life, but I think I'll be able to break away from it with the right people. They just have to be like me.

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Miles to go before I sleep

‎"Love knows not its own depth until the hour of separation."
-Khalil Gibran

Too soon and too tasteless. I don't see what's funny about making fun of a tragedy...if it were "Apollo 1: Hey, it's getting hot in here," it wouldn't be funny either. It's lame, there's nothing funny about it...just making fun of the fact that people died?

Well slim down your ass and people won't put you as the butt of their jokes.

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What?

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"Do not go where the path may lead, go instead where there is no path and leave a trail." - Ralph Waldo Emerson

Hockey Night in Buffalo

Nothing.

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Down to 189 this morning...granted the 24 hour battle with the flu I had may have helped there, so I'll gain some of that back, but still, 175 is looking more and more achievable.

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"She's like plan C after an 18 pack"

Squanto 7/27/2010

i remember when i was younger reading a fraggle rock book. you know, large illustrations and few words.

i also remember turning one of the pages and getting a paper cut. it wasn't my first paper cut, but it was pretty bad. i was pissed off. i threw the book around for a while, then i vowed not to read it again.

there isn't much of a point to this other than the fact that i miss memories like that. i love it when i recapture those moments, even if they are some of the most miserable ones i have ever had.

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young people everywhere have been allowed to choose between love and a garbage disposal unit. everywhere they have chosen the garbage disposal unit. (guy debord)

Twat.

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"Counting all the assholes in the room, I'm definitely not alone!" ~ Michael Poulsen, Volbeat, Still Standing.

I have no idea.

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anyone have dirty poet by ninedays/ john hampson on itunes that they cans end me?

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Proud LGBTQQ Individual

good news for everyone. not sure how much ill be posting thursday and beyond for a week or so. im going to denver with a pal.

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I was wondering, since I dated a girl who was 4 years younger then I, could anyone file a police report without any knowledge whatsoever about it, what is required to file a report to get charges pressed even though there isn't anything they could prove. Wouldn't they also need the name of the victim to be able to even write a report.

Because I made a mistake with saying I dated someone that young on facebook and these two people were being complete pricks about it, so I deleted my comments from the status and blocked them, the one claimed he had law enforcement in his family but he wouldn't go to them and try and level anything, but I just don't trust anyone.

I mean, even still, my legal name is spelled differently then how I spell it, as it is wrong on my birth certificate anyways.

I mean me and the girl have no beef and she wouldn't ever do that to me, but I don't know about other people who have no idea who I am as a person in the first place and know nothing about it, I doubt any of them even know the name of the girl I dated.

I've been searching on google since that happened and I knew the laws, but in essence "dating" is not illegal, sexual relations is the only thing illegal here.

I really just hate people, let people do their own thing and stay out of their business unless it truly is heinous and deserves to be punished.

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aaron, did you bang her or not? if you did, yeah, keep that shit under wraps. for real. if you didnt, dont sweat it.

DO NOT ANSWER THAT QUESTION. DO. NOT.

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I just wanted to make sure. I really just don't trust anyone I don't know.

Especially ones who may know who I am, but not the person I am.

No Mike, I did not have sex with her, that is wrong. Honestly, I never have had sex before.

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then dont sweat it. you are a solid dude. dont worry about it.

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Mike is right dating someone who is a minor is no big deal and people are fuckwads for suggesting otherwise. I hate that shit, it's so fucking stupid.

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Proud LGBTQQ Individual

i still date minors.

KIDDING.

Unless preteens are considered minors.

MISDIRECTION.

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You didn't play hide the winky - you're 100% ok, dude.

(I know you know this, I just felt like playing the reassuring third fiddle haha)

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mechaphil

Especially since I'm fairly certain that the parents of legal minors can still press charges for statutory rape. Swear to god that's happened somewhere. Which is also retired.

This country just needs to fucking relax when it comes to sex. Jesus christ.

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Proud LGBTQQ Individual

Thanks guys. I just really hate people who don't know me as a person. They could just go die and I would be perfectly content with my life as they.

Learned the lesson of never responding to others questions on facebook that could involve a sticky situation.

Haha Alex, yea, back in the 1800's girls were having babies at 14-16. I would bet on that and throughout time it's been like that, until all recently has it been frowned upon, I agree, no girl should have a kid at 14-18, finish school first.

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