Skyline_BNR34 wrote:
Wozniak wrote:
acrossthelines wrote:
I just told my roommate/probably-best-friend who I really am. She did not believe me at first.

who did you roommate think you were? who did you tell her you are?
I'm curious also.
She thought I was a woman, but I'm actually a man.
No, it's just that who I am publicly is
very different, probably the opposite, of who I am at the core. Yeah. Probably the only thing that is still true is that I'm still silly and still different and still able to be a card in Apples to Apples when I play with friends (the fact that I'm a card but nobody else in our group of friends is says something lol). I've been told by most people I know that I'm either the hardest person to figure out or the most complex person they've ever known (and basically, those mean the same thing). But, yeah. I'm so good at hiding what I am and not letting people know that she did not believe me at first. (What I hide is that I am extremely caring and sensitive, basically, among other things... but mostly that.)
I also told her all these other things about me and my past, and now I feel absolutely nekkid. At least now she understands why I haaate it when she dismisses people as weird; that was my life for years, being dismissed like that. It probably was good to at least explain that to her, because it's something where I'll always just say "stop" with no explanation.
But, yeah. You asked.
